This
is my story about the amazing way that Jesus has been at work
in my life.
When
I was three years of age I contracted meningitis and my parents
were told that I had a 50/50 survival chance-------fortunately
I made a full recovery. Little did I now that my nursery Teacher
was a Christian and had been praying for me. Also as a child
I was sent along to Sunday school, so hence the seeds were
already being sown at a very early age in my life.
I
was not a particularly nice child and things did not change
very much as I reached my teenage years, I found myself seeking
for something better in my life and found myself being drawn
towards the Jehovah Witnesses, I did not attend their Church
for very long so again I found myself looking elsewhere. Unfortunately
I found myself being drawn towards Drink, Drugs, fighting
and I also found myself shoplifting that became highly addictive
and somehow gave me a buzz.
This
carried on for a number of years then sadly on Christmas Eve
1991 my best friend and beautiful Mother passed away, by this
time I was just 21 years old and my Mam was 44. At this time
I found myself feeling very lost and alone with no where to
turn to and no-one to help me, and once again I found myself
on the search for something better, but this led me into the
path of the Spiritualist Church, thankfully the phase soon
passed.
A
little later on and fortunately for me I found myself being
drawn back to an old friend of mine who had always been so
kind to me but I lost contact with her due to the life style
I had been leading over the past years. She was a committed
Christian and I had always looked up to her and she was a
true friend one I could always turn to in my hour of need.
But I was at rock bottom and I knew in my heart that something
had to change.
18
months after my Mam passed away I give birth to my beautiful
Daughter Jessica, and it was at that time I joined the Community
Church in Abertridwr, were I gave my life to the Lord. In
my case although I had as I thought given my life over to
God, I wanted it to be on my terms and I kept thinking that
I could live two lives one for God and one for me. I continued
worshipping at the Church for about a year but I found myself
backsliding until I was not attending any of the Services,
and I quickly slipped back in to my old way of life.
Then
in 1996 I met my partner Darren and a year later I gave birth
to my beautiful twins Emily and Lloyd. My relationship with
Darren was very much an up and down one and in a short time
we found ourselves living in separate houses but I knew that
I would always love him.
It
was at this point in my life that I realised that I was capable
and worthy of doing other things that would benefit others
rather than the lifestyle I had previously lived. So I applied
to do a College course which I have just finished my fourth
year, so far I have achieved my Certificate in welfare studies,
my Diploma in welfare studies, an A-level in Counselling and
my G.C.S.E. English and I really do feel that at last my life
is starting to come together.
Then
on January the 1st 2005 I received a telephone call saying
that Darren had fallen down a flight of stairs and was in
hospital on a life support machine after suffering terrible
head injuries this was a Saturday and on the following Tuesday
I was told that Darren had suffered a double brain haemorrhage
a collapsed lung had choked on his own vomit and had contracted
Pneumonia and that he was not expected to live the night.
At this point I could not even begin to explain the pain I
was feeling, the next few days were just a waiting game and
I truly felt that my heart was breaking.
On
the Sunday I came along to Bethel where I cried out to God
for help in saving Darren’s life and to help my children and
me. I knew at this point the only weapon I had left was the
power of Prayer, the Prayers, warmth, support and the love
I received from the people at Bethel was overwhelming and
I knew that God was once more working in my life. On the Monday
after my crying out to God I visited Darren and while I was
sitting by his bed I saw his hands and feet move, I sat there
in amazement. The following day he tried to speak and just
a couple of days later when the tube was removed from his
throat he looked into my eyes and said “I love you to bits”,
it was at this point in time that I knew God had worked a
miracle before my very eyes and I couldn’t deny something
so real and I knew then that I would never again shut God
out of my life, not only was he healing Darren but he was
also healing me, my loneliness and brokenness in fact my whole
life was being changed.
Darren
now is completely healed apart from loss of smell and taste,
I do not swear, steal, fight, do drugs, or smoke cigarettes
and drink occasionally, and I am a new person through Christ
Jesus.
PRAISE
GOD!!!!!!!
Written by Dawn Price (Birkett)
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